A sort of presentation but most definitely a rant
Have you read Koltès?
My x-ième try to put up with something new and creative...
I now understand Sartre, with the thing of shame...
I see myself as others see me: "who's this one!?"
I have two months until finals week and I feel super anxious, but why am I telling you this?
I feel the need to learn new languages and learn more about the world around myself.
I see myself writing like Baudelaire meets Koltès meets 5yo innocent boy and I would tell you why if I knew how to explain it. Another reason why I'm writing now: I want to become a person fully capable of expressing myself in the right way.
I want this virtual corner to be a space of share (it's the main goal, that is what it was designed for, I know) but mostly a space of understanding and by that, I don't mean that I'm counting on you (public) to understand me. No. I mean, a place for me to understand myself.
I think I'll be my own psi even if that could be dangerous to some extent.
Expectations make the first post suck so bad.
Now that I'm thinking: Is it too narcissistic to compare myself to great authors like Baudelaire and Koltès?
Why them?
Baudelaire wrote Spleen et Idéal which is a collection of poems that have at times a melancholic vibe and at other times something that gives us "an élan" to be more passionate about life, ... or women.
Koltès wrote a book called La nuit avant les forêts in which he shows us an immigrant man's thoughts and his perception of reality. This man comes as paranoid most of the rant(the story is a rant or if you say so a "monologue") but he leaves us clues about his life in the narration of the character. Clues that I don't think most readers found them.
As paranoid as I am (not in a Koltès way this time), I see all the worst-case scenarios and how all of this could possibly go wrong.
Maybe this is going to be a space just for rants, quoting or making references about people in soft science and literature that had to mark me and I think that's already a good start, isn't it?
My x-ième try to put up with something new and creative...
I now understand Sartre, with the thing of shame...
I see myself as others see me: "who's this one!?"
I have two months until finals week and I feel super anxious, but why am I telling you this?
I feel the need to learn new languages and learn more about the world around myself.
I see myself writing like Baudelaire meets Koltès meets 5yo innocent boy and I would tell you why if I knew how to explain it. Another reason why I'm writing now: I want to become a person fully capable of expressing myself in the right way.
I want this virtual corner to be a space of share (it's the main goal, that is what it was designed for, I know) but mostly a space of understanding and by that, I don't mean that I'm counting on you (public) to understand me. No. I mean, a place for me to understand myself.
I think I'll be my own psi even if that could be dangerous to some extent.
Expectations make the first post suck so bad.
Now that I'm thinking: Is it too narcissistic to compare myself to great authors like Baudelaire and Koltès?
Why them?
Baudelaire wrote Spleen et Idéal which is a collection of poems that have at times a melancholic vibe and at other times something that gives us "an élan" to be more passionate about life, ... or women.
Koltès wrote a book called La nuit avant les forêts in which he shows us an immigrant man's thoughts and his perception of reality. This man comes as paranoid most of the rant(the story is a rant or if you say so a "monologue") but he leaves us clues about his life in the narration of the character. Clues that I don't think most readers found them.
As paranoid as I am (not in a Koltès way this time), I see all the worst-case scenarios and how all of this could possibly go wrong.
Maybe this is going to be a space just for rants, quoting or making references about people in soft science and literature that had to mark me and I think that's already a good start, isn't it?
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